self control

i went to kangar with my housemate today. i thought that i won't buy nothing. and i was trying hard ignoring my friends choosing the 'awesome' t-shirt..and and and and...

something yellow really catch my eyes.. ouuhhhh God..it really hard to ignore it. and i'm touching it,my friends said; wadah,if you don't want it,it will be mine.

ohhh no!i don't want someone who is sleeping next to me wearing it!i must be jealous to death!

(maybe it's yellow that really make my heart drop)

i bought it finally.then i saw one more shirt that has a volkswagen pict,ouh i was about to take it and my friend said;"hey,i want this." =.= okay. no biggie. one is enough right?

i can't control my bad habit. spending more more more more.. (mujur aku ta masuk kedai dress)

other story;

i have a crush with this man since i was in first term in unimap. second term, we always bump to each other at the library and i don't know if he ever notice me. and for this term, i always saw him at the cafe. for this week,i never see him around.i miss him.he has big eyes,tall,not too-light-too-dark-skin, and i love his hair. sometime whenever i saw him around,i wish i have a guts to say hi and asking for his name and his fb. my friends said:why don't you just ask for his number?. well, texting sometime can be so boring and he even don't know me,he may not give his phone number.. =.= is it crazy?*lol* and i'm not hoping too high.it just a crush.

i don't know what's getting in me right now.during school, i never had a crush on someone,i guess so. it's kinda fun you know. though he maybe never ever notice me,i don't mind.btw, it just a CRUSH. x)

i just can't wait to get home..i'm bored to death here. =.=

btw,i'm trying not to curse a lot. l)