sampai berkedut

is it adorable?

they still hugging each other while walking together.

even they are older.

this is what we called;

"cinta sampai tua"

i am dreaming of this if i will get married. somehow, i am thinking if i never get married. sometime i'm always dreaming of myself living my life all alone. and when i am 30, i want to adopt a child.

first person i told about this dream is afiq when i was form 5. and he said "you can't live without guy you know. you'll need them someday."

dear afiq, i don't think so. not every woman thinking like that.

my auntie is a widow. it's been 10 years now and she has 3 children and she never thought of getting married again. her husband died of asthma when she was 7 months pregnant. her younger child never has a chance to see his father.

it's better your lover died rather than you know that he's leaving you for someone else.