the curse the circus.*lol*

final just around the corner. what i am really afraid of is, computer programming. it is a curse. i am totally know nothing about this subject. God, i wish i can drop this piece of shit. i'm pregnant with fear each second i think about this subject. imagine you got a lecturer that teaching you like wooff wooff o.0 wtf.!

this semester i got a lot of weird lecturer. math; she's teaching us like a primary student teaching their classmate. and sometime she did gave us a wrong formula;which i'm totally fucked up with her. i never go to her class after that. while strength of material; she draw a beam on the white board, and the marker makes her drawing looked like ghost;the ink fading. then she told us "awak buat-buat nampak la ek".she's bubble around and we gave a blank stare and she said "awak buat-buat paham la ek" what the hell she's bubbling!! ohh God.this woman really makes me sick! another story about her, during our lab i asked her whether we can find a slope using a common gradient formula;(y2-y1)/(x2-x1). i just want to make sure i was using the right formula and how can she said without feeling guilty "awak ney bdak drjah brape?bdak drjah satu ke.saye pom malu nk jwb" i was like *what's wrong with this woman?* i'm just asking to make sure of something and why don't she just answer it. it just 'yes' or 'no'. i take my lab module and off. another; during the lab too, i was just so confused one of the formula and i ask her "puan, kalau formula load minus V equal to zero, jd ntuk cri V just same dgn load la. so perlu ke buat calculation yg atas2 ney" and she stare at the paper "hmm..sy pon x sure.. awk tnyelah encik mizi." all my group members stare at her. i just gave a long sigh and gave a look;i told you so to my friends.

ferrous of metal;seriously i can't understand what he was saying. the way he talk, like talking in the water. sometime he's sound like a bee. buzzing around the words he said. static and dynamic; it's okay during the first lecturer. after the semester break, my ferrous' lecturer teaching the static. it turned out to be more far than worst.

i'm not afraid for most of the subjects except for computer programming. most of my friend facing the same problem like me. i wish i can handle this subject before this 19th April;the date of the curse subject.

autocad will be great if the software not to turn out 'licence error' every second. and if i forget to save it, i should to draw again from the beginning. the lecturer is okay but a little annoying because he always bullying me. overall, he is the best lecturer this semester. x)

ICT; totally boring but the lecturer always wants the class to end early;it's really cheer me up.lol

human, pray for me.

the words,the spell,the grammar..o.0